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Dear God

 Dear God ,  Being in jail was not fun at all . 12 months of Washing clothes . Sleeping on the cold floor if I refused . I felt just like a Ceilie with Mister . Do I regret doing what I did ? Not at all . The question was offensive knowing w the work black people use to do for whites . Next , I thought about my kids all day in the cell . Wondering if they are ok . I missed them dearly when I seen them get took away during the altercation all I could think about . Now i’m out singing all the songs i’ve learned . The little white boy better not kick me again that’s what I know .

A question I wish I asked

 I wish I would’ve asked my sister dad why he did what he did . He raised me , taught me alot of stuff that I use nowadays. That’s really who made me who I am today , Certain stuff I don’t tolerate no more . He still call make sure we straight and stuff . Hate to see what happened to him knowing he was a good person .

When i knew i was in trouble

 I knew I was in trouble when I took my mama car and then caught a flat because I ran off the road.  I was going to get my friend and we was finna go see some females . Soon as I hit bouldercrest I ran off the road my front right went out . I rode it to the church parking lot and it was a tire shop right by me . The spare was in the back , so I rode it to the shop and the dude charged 10 to put it back on . Once he put it on , I still picked my friend up and went back to the house .

Can’t Deny

 Something that I can’t deny is money. I love money like I was born with honestly 😂. I can’t deny money because it’s like you got to make it one way or another . I’ll take the risk to get rich by any means . You got one life and its up to you to decide how you want to live yours . In my eyes from what i’ve seen and witnessed it’s get rich or not . 

Write about what you used to know what to do

 I used to know how to ride a 4 wheeler . My cousin had a blue and black raptor . He use to ride it and then put me on the back then take off down the street. Once we got back he asked if I wanted to ride it myself and I did . I was shifting gears and all . Now it done been so long since I hopped on one , I don’t know how to ride one no more.

What I Planned To do

 When I was younger I planned too be a baseball player. I never played baseball though I just like swinging my bat at anything . Walls , Old cars or the street the stuff I use to hit . Then I had friends they use to throw the ball and We use to just hit the ball like we was really professionals.  I never got into baseball though it just ain’t in me .

Something that doesn’t get better .

 Something that doesn’t get better is my pockets . I want to have the biggest bankroll in my pocket so that I can tell everybody I made it . I like to spend a lot so my wallet get shorter and that doesn’t get better at all . I’ll look at my wallet and my heart breaks when I see it getting shorter . When I get it back right it just finds a way to go back down too . So long story my spending habits don’t get better .